This Too Shall Pass

I have been holding it for far too long
I have been denying it for quite awhile
I have been enjoying it more than I should
I have been forcing it excessively
I have been prolonging it by many years
I have been crossing boundaries insensitively
I have been fantasizing it continuously

I have been hallucinating it too frequently
I have been falling too deeply
I have been going in circle too many times
I have been maintaining it too intensely
I have been depending on it all the time
I have been believing it too innocently
I have been opening up too comfortably
I have been expecting it uncontrollably
Now that I have accepting it, this too shall pass...