It's Never Gonna Be Like The Way It Was

She just wants to be happy
She can't get her mind off of him
She really believes something is going on
She who just wants to feel love again
She just realized that she has nothing in LOVE
She is hurt
She knows things have changes
She who can't deal with the changes
She is envious
She is full of questions
She is still not ready to make change
She who wants a quality time with him
She feels rejected
She is losing faith
She is not the sun anymore
She doesn't know what to do
She can't even escape
She feels abandoned
She misses everything
She may be traumatized
She feels betrayed
She only gets empty promises
She may expects too much
She doesn't know everything anymore
She is not so special anymore
She becomes pathetic
She is so unlucky
She is lost

I just hope that you can find what you're looking for Dear, it's only a matter of time..

Unstable Part I

when no one understands
when you feel everything has changed
when comfort zone is so hard to find
when you just don't care
when you just HAPPY to be alone though not by choice
when everything's just so sick and so wrong
when you start losing passion
when you cross the boundaries
when you TRY to have some fun
when you miss everything
when everything is very questionable
when avoidance becomes the best policy
when you find nobody's attractive
when conversation is hard
when smile is fading away
when heart becomes cold and empty
when you really need direction
when you expect too much
when the significant others are less significant
when you start taking instead of giving
when you are so damn sensitive
I guess the PMS has a great role in this phase.. Yeah, I do believe it's just a phase, so maybe the sequels are unavoidable..