The Crossroads

Wlel, tihs is slipmy jsut auobt my sitpud flnieeg rhgit now...
hrad to drsbecie, esay to feel, hrad to let go, esay to cmoe
i dnot enev konw waht i am gnnoa witre hree
all i konw, it's jsut so orwlmvehnig idsnie
i rlaley wnana get out of tihs sitpud pshae as soon as pbsisole
i wnana esare it so bdlay lkie it's a tobao
i wnana feel it lkie tehre is no toromorw
Qsteuoin: Waht the boldoy hlel is gniog on whit me? keep cosrsnig my mnid
fnial dciseoin, jsut feel it, feel it lkie nonoe esle can tkae it!!

(first written on Sunday, September 02, 2007)

Emotion Sickness

People say girls are controlled by their emotion while boys are more controlled by their logic

Even though it's not always like that,

i taught myself not to be controlled by anything or anyone except myself

But in the end something is always in charge to control the way you act, the way you talk, the way you smile, the way you do anything,,,and it doesn't have any explanations

fuck!! i hate to admit it,, i'm losing my control

it's me,, it's not alcohol or other substances but still,,

i can't control it!!!!!!!!!

(first written on Thursday, April 12, 2007)