a pirate who hijacks my mind...
a jar of nutella that sweetens my days...
a ghost that haunts my surrounding...
a set of crayons that color my life...
a thousand needles that stab my heart
a moon that changes my mood...
a lantern that brightens my path...
a gloomy cloud that darkens my afternoon...
a muse that inspires my work...
a hunch that steals my sanity...
a clown that drowns my sorrow...
a trigger that sets off my anger...
a lullaby that tightens my sleep...
a noise that distracts my peace of mind...
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
Mixed Tape
A song that suddenly attracts your ears even when you're not hearing it for the first time, it just catches your ears, and you wanna listen to it all the time, whenever you got a chance, even when you don't, you always try to make the time, it makes you happy and less worry when it's played, wherever you are, even sometimes it makes you wanna skip any other songs that came up on your player and you just repeat it over and over again, and you will wanna know and memorize its lyrics, analyze its meaning so thoroughly and you will try to get a better understanding of it, it makes you try to adjust to its tune and broadening your tolerance level, it also makes you wanna learn the chords, although it gives you a mixed feeling that you feel stronger and weaker at the same time, you feel excited and terrified at the same time, when the truth is you don't even know what you feel. An old song that suddenly played on the radio and just catches your ears, sometimes captures your heart.
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
The Soundtrack of My Life
A friend once said,
"As long as whe share the same love for music,
We'll always be connected like how families are connected"
It may not be the song that you wake up to in the morning nor the one that put you to sleep at night.
It may not be the song that you turn the repeat one on each and every day until you're sick of it.
It may not be the song that if you don't listen to it for quite some times you will lose track of the melody and meaning.
It may not be the song that you just wanna listen to only when you're feeling blue or red or even yellow.
It may not be the song that you wanna bang your head to, nor the song you wanna cry your f*ckin heart out to, nor even the song you wanna laugh your f*ckin ass off to.
BUT, it is a song that you believe it'll always be there to divide your sorrow, to double your joy, to catch you when you fall, to help you make it through all the rough patches, and above all things, it's probably a song that will accompany and support you every step of the way like the soundtrack of your life.
"As long as whe share the same love for music,
We'll always be connected like how families are connected"
It may not be the song that you wake up to in the morning nor the one that put you to sleep at night.
It may not be the song that you turn the repeat one on each and every day until you're sick of it.
It may not be the song that if you don't listen to it for quite some times you will lose track of the melody and meaning.
It may not be the song that you just wanna listen to only when you're feeling blue or red or even yellow.
It may not be the song that you wanna bang your head to, nor the song you wanna cry your f*ckin heart out to, nor even the song you wanna laugh your f*ckin ass off to.
BUT, it is a song that you believe it'll always be there to divide your sorrow, to double your joy, to catch you when you fall, to help you make it through all the rough patches, and above all things, it's probably a song that will accompany and support you every step of the way like the soundtrack of your life.
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
FEAR ITSELF
Strange
was best describe how it felt at first
like a bizzare liquid entering your body all of a sudden
in the crossroads of curiousity and rejection.
Denial
like the first stage in five stages of grievings
all you could think about was the refusal to accept the reality
with no awareness of what was real and what was not.
Enchanted
like a dead battery being awakened after long years of sleep
so energetic that it could tires up the whole body parts just by watching it
with a touch of familiarity and comfort in harmony.
Miserable
like the desserts miss the rain, you can't focus on anything else
you can't even function and can't really be distracted, not even a little bit
so tiring but you don't know how to get out of it.
Fear
it's the feeling when emotion and rationality are being examined the most
when you weigh and see the pros and cons and possible insecurities may arise
although we know that it's normal to be afraid and "the greatest fear is fear itself".
was best describe how it felt at first
like a bizzare liquid entering your body all of a sudden
in the crossroads of curiousity and rejection.
Denial
like the first stage in five stages of grievings
all you could think about was the refusal to accept the reality
with no awareness of what was real and what was not.
Enchanted
like a dead battery being awakened after long years of sleep
so energetic that it could tires up the whole body parts just by watching it
with a touch of familiarity and comfort in harmony.
Miserable
like the desserts miss the rain, you can't focus on anything else
you can't even function and can't really be distracted, not even a little bit
so tiring but you don't know how to get out of it.
Fear
it's the feeling when emotion and rationality are being examined the most
when you weigh and see the pros and cons and possible insecurities may arise
although we know that it's normal to be afraid and "the greatest fear is fear itself".
Monday, December 10, 2012
FRIENDZONED
Sorry...
was probably the word that should have been said
not because I really am nor because no better words said it enough
Regret...
not exactly what I really feel
nor because I don't feel the same
Ironic...
"Monday, 13th February, 2012"
was probably the word that should have been said
not because I really am nor because no better words said it enough
Regret...
not exactly what I really feel
nor because I don't feel the same
Ironic...
"Monday, 13th February, 2012"
Faithless
When somebody told me something about trust, I started to think........ Is it all about trust? I guess it is.. Is it about somebody who is being so selfish that he or she really needs proof for everything? I'm not sure. Is it about somebody's feeling who is really afraid of what he or she truly feels? Still not sure.
"Tuesday, 21st October, 2008"
CUL DE SAC
arguments. arguments. arguments. tears. tears. boredom. smile. arguments. hatred. boredom. arguments. a little bit of joy. boredom. arguments. hatred. tears. smile. arguments.
That simply describes a relationship that i have now.
"Saturday, 10th January, 2009"
That simply describes a relationship that i have now.
"Saturday, 10th January, 2009"
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