Wednesday, January 30, 2013

The Soundtrack of My Life

A friend once said,
"As long as whe share the same love for music,
We'll always be connected like how families are connected"


It may not be the song that you wake up to in the morning nor the one that put you to sleep at night.
It may not be the song that you turn the repeat one on each and every day until you're sick of it.
It may not be the song that if you don't listen to it for quite some times you will lose track of the melody and meaning.
It may not be the song that you just wanna listen to only when you're feeling blue or red or even yellow.
It may not be the song that you wanna bang your head to, nor the song you wanna cry your f*ckin heart out to, nor even the song you wanna laugh your f*ckin ass off to.

BUT, it is a song that you believe it'll always be there to divide your sorrow, to double your joy, to catch you when you fall, to help you make it through all the rough patches, and above all things, it's probably a song that will accompany and support you every step of the way like the soundtrack of your life.

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

FEAR ITSELF

Strange
was best describe how it felt at first
like a bizzare liquid entering your body all of a sudden
in the crossroads of curiousity and rejection.

Denial
like the first stage in five stages of grievings
all you could think about was the refusal to accept the reality
with no awareness of what was real and what was not.

Enchanted
like a dead battery being awakened after long years of sleep
so energetic that it could tires up the whole body parts just by watching it
with a touch of familiarity and comfort in harmony.

Miserable
like the desserts miss the rain, you can't focus on anything else
you can't even function and can't really be distracted, not even a little bit
so tiring but you don't know how to get out of it.

Fear
it's the feeling when emotion and rationality are being examined the most
when you weigh and see the pros and cons and possible insecurities may arise
although we know that it's normal to be afraid and "the greatest fear is fear itself".